By I am not sorry that you’re not here,
I do not wish for things to be different.
You must hate me so much,
For all the pain I have caused you.
I hope you find her someday soon,
The one that is truly made for you.
I know she cannot be me,
Because you are not the one for me.
I am sorry that you’ve had to wait all this time,
Only to realize that we are not meant to be.
Maybe someday once you’ve found her,
You’ll be able to forgive me.
Until then I hope that we will never meet,
I could not bear to see the hate in your eyes for me.
© Sharon Kaur-Schuelke
Rainbow of Madness 